Sunday, July 31, 2005

im soooo freaking tired.... itrs like so shag lar... wake up at 5
reach wk place at 6.40
break at 11.50
fin work at 3...
so freaknig... tired.... i wanna spent myu wk ends sleeping 1 le.... wtf... now i cant even do that... i cant go out during sat n sun.... n oso so bored... my classmates all live so far away and dunno wat to do even if i were to meet them...lol... so damn freaking pissed... wtf.... tired and bored....

Friday, July 29, 2005

ok.... 2days the AGM of astro club... so was it the official requirtment of ppl for astro, of course, me,wil,brend,kk n mt was there...haha... we were insulting ppl's course name lar(lol, cant say wat it was...if not will get killed ;p)haha... then after that was a continues slide show of the 14th astro community ppl...im sitting down ther at lt 26, looking at the slide show, accompanied by the voices of recorded comments and best wishes for the ppl from the gp,thinking again....
am i able 2 receive such thing at the end of my np life??? wi,ll i get it now base on wat im doing now??? i dunno... i really think hard.... i dunno wat can i do to achieve that... i really wanna know... coz i dun wanna be like the others... at the back blend in to the enviroment, like as if it wasn't present at all.... i was thinking hard... while listening to the new intro of gsd,"wings of words", and one of the lyrics touched me,"i cant fly throught the sky, but ill give you my wings".
its like, so wat lar... its like scarifising myself 2 give u something u want... i wonder if i were doing that, i wonder if i give enough every day instead of taking in 2 much... i dunno.... and i wonder if i can find the person in which ill give up my wings to in my life.... i dunno... i need to find it again...
wah.....damn tired.... wanna die sia.... v balll is causing so many injuries....haha...2 long never play liao, thats y... the last time i evered playism like pri 6??? lol..... siao sia.... lucky the touch is there.... and now wake up 2 early..... nothing to do might as well blog,lol.......its like every day only slp 5-6 hrs lar..... most of the fatigue is still there lor.... sianz.... 2 molo still got work.... wtf....sianz......URG!!!!!!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

ok... so far my three test are fine... but my maths sux... shit... i scare my eg1 will fail at eye...sioanz.... ok... thats not my topic 2day.... my topic 2day is:
FUCKERS@!!!! U CANNOT TORELATE SHIT IZZIT???? THAN FUCK OFF!!!!
ok, i was like damn pissed off.... hello, its like i can take non stop suaning and non stop shitting of ur fucking poo poo on my face and i dint really show some very pissed face... while i make a small comment bout u or wanna play something on u u went FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!! FUCK U BASTARD!!!! WATS UR PROB??? U DUN LIKE WAT PPL DO TO U THEN DUN DO TO PPL LAR???? THE REASON
I TOLERATE IS BECOZ I STILL TREAT U AS MY FREN...BUT
I WONDERED... WAT KINDA OF FREN ARE U IN THE FIRST PLACE???? MOTHER FUCKER.... chee bai, dun understand izzit??? huih??? fucker, u can suan ppl, make fun of ppl, call ppl name and continues bug ppl but if we touch u, u show such a fucked up face, wtf, dun really like it then dun prank ppl lar!!!! this world goes by a cycle ok, wat u did 2 ppl will end up on u, i know that principle and thats y i dun really burst when any 1 play a prank on me unless it has gotten 2 far... so plz, dun be such an ass, since u play pranks on ppl, plz be expect that ppl will oso prank u, asshole.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

ok... since u want me 2 start now...anything...ok ppl.... can u guys get all g1 n g2 ppl 2 come my blog and then give me the dates their comfortable with in the holiday for having a chalet???? and oso plz tell me how long do u guys wanna have this chalet???? plus im gonna try get loyang aloha.... ok???? if this ok???plus oso suggest whether wat kinda programs u wanna have there??? and oso whether u guys want to come or not in da first plkace???
ok thx

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

WHAH!!!! thx kiat kai.,.. now i can have music on my blog... some more its 10 songs...lol... thats alot... juz refresh again to hear different song... haha.... got to say that althought this might be 2 gundam base... but i can oso include songs from other anime oso rite!!lol

Sunday, July 24, 2005

haha... took so long then update... wanna get the photos wat...lol....ok...went to sentosa on friday woth my class and its a bang!!!!its damn shiok man... lol... played the whole day lar... non stop playing.... then aft that we actually throw wei zhi in to the sea.... some more.... he is wearing white...lol.... white+water=transperant!!!! haha.....can pratically see his blue underware lar
lamer....haha.....okies... this are the following photos....




















Going to receive the ball.....
















opps... hit it too high....






taking photo with my classmates from G2:Wilson,kiat kai,me,zhi yuan(left to right)





hidden in a corner....




OIE!!! YOU OWE US MONEY!!!








WATS THAT???



F**K YOU!!!







The bunch of guys who showers the fastest:
Brendan,Jia Quan,Kiet Kai,Zhi Yuan,Edwin,Me
(Left to Right)



The guys in blue.....(shag face...)




Washed up and ready to go.....

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

WTH!~!!!!!! finally 3 test over...now taking a deep breath...



























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ok... that was lame...
Eg1 was shocking... tot i will fail... but quite managable... and ps oso .... lucky i regain my spirit as the science god.... lol... fin the paper in 15 min... and then bcoz of nervousness... drank 2 bottles of water end up me go toilet peee twice in the exam period...lol.... ppl all tot i got bladder prob...haha lol.... stupid man... 2day in a row go play pool.... i suck man... long time not play liao end up so sucky.... sian.... wanna brush up on my skill..... brend... ill trash u fro sure 1 day...juz u wait... and meh oso...lol./... 1 more day to sentosa day... all guys prep 2 go play soccer.... lol... bured feet and skin...urm....shivering wif that tot... scared later ganna burn i sianz...sianz... lol...sch actually sent this kinda shit one...
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dotz.... i wonder when did sch turn in to loan sharks??? beats me...lol

Sunday, July 17, 2005

wah... think eltech is gone case...lol...sianz.,... think 2molo will buck up for eg1... my weakest subject....sianz....lol...wtf.... actually is studying eg1...end up we go play pool from wat time lar...lol...but its fun.... zy and yj play not bad...buit me n brend 2day offshape(is that an excuse??? dunno le...)lol... shock 2 that edwin is a good player...haha...his even better than brend or lichiu...but he tends to show off...haha... had fun thought....lol.... i never know that its better to go to the exam enue 10 mins b4 time... if not ganna lock outside...haha.... and u can leave b4 time ends thought.....sianz.... scared for 2molo....but looking forward 2 friday's outing...chun hui...plz do a better job than me plz...thx.... im such a loser at that....




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Update:
Feels like my skin is not doing its good job in holding me back to my soul... sianz... i was damn tired man.... study cant even focus.... end up slacking all the wayty.... wtf... 2 tired..... i wanna feel at comfort again man.... really ... cant relive that feeling any more... that feeling has remained in my 14-16 yrs life... now im 17(thought its aft 22/8 then counted lar)lol.... that part of me have died away...now its like im all on my own... but i still have 2 take care of the ppl ard me... ,must keep them happy... must make sure they are not offended...lol.... im so tired here.... my strength is failing me soon.... even if the force is with me... i would still have being defeated.... now i am totally no target... except for 2
1:get my perfect grade strike freedom
2:After my poly diploma. aft my ns,i can get to work at Biopolist... my dream working place....
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WAH!!!!!!1111

lol....finally work has subsided and no0w enjoying my sunday...slacking...meetin brend 2molo at 8 2 pia eltecdh...sianz.... heiz.,.. ndp reharsal is nice...the fire works is damn nice man...lol...got star star...got water fall, got spiral explosions...all so damn nice....lol...dinner is worthy working tat.... shock when i was at clementi mac when buying dionner..... wei zhi was behind me...lol.... meeting his frenzx...me like wearing macham like pajamers lar....haha...tired man..gonna be killed in the next 4 days...lol...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

lol... starting to miss sec 4 life.... like aft lesson and school go ginza play yugioh... miss the time when me and clarence will b looking out 4 new duliest ard then play...sianz....now poly life more slack... lesser time to glue the whole class 2gather...haha....lol...... miss it man... should hav play more that time.... sianz... if only time allows... but now more sianz.... coz really have no time at all... sat and sun is occupied for work... then mon 2 fri will only see the whole class at only some lectures... sianz...well... have 2 say... this is drastic change i must settle down for... study week oso have to work...lol... my class mates are asking me if i wanna pass my common test...haha.... gtg.... will update again

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

freaking pissed... any onje know how to solve spy ware prob???
im like slacking off work
but... wat im pissed wif is.....
MY SIS UNKNOWINGLY WENT TO A WEBSITE THAT HER FREN GAVE HER AND THEN NOW GANNA SPYWARE SHE DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!! WTF IS WITH THIS WORLD??? WITH A I DON NOE U THINK U CAN SHAKE OFF THE RESPONSIBILITY????

Monday, July 11, 2005

still sick...some more 2molo got work.... dotz.... really tired sia..... wanna go and have fun oso cannot.... ct is juz ard the corner.... liaoz..... its like having so many things crushing me.... sianz like siao.....liao.... neck is still injured on thursday training.,.. sianz,.... cant even move my nek properly..... URG!!!!! now my bro is back... i cant hog on to the net that often wtf.... its limke part of my life now lorz...... liao.,... hav 2 say sry 2 brend coz cant join him for sch 2day... lolz.... tired and shag still hav 2 get medcine for my mom all the way at bukit merah view...then eat a wooper at bk nearby... thought i shouldn't eat those kinda stuff coz i had grown fatter and im sick.... Coz i really miss a whopper!!!!! liao.... siao liao... then went to take bus home... thats when the horror begin.... sianz... first i took 33 to the busstop opp clarence ville(and yes, it is CLARENCE VILLE,u own it clarence, rich bastard...lol)then wait for my bus 51 like for 25 mins... and wat cames is a single deck bus crowed with ppl.... but, i was more irritated when i saw another double decker behind.....i was like,FUCK!!!!! knn..... sianz.... and it took me abt another half hour to get to telok blangah, and aft that, 15 mins went by to get my final bus 30, and it took a FREAKING 1HOUR TO REACH MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!WTF!!!!!!!Total time taken from tiong bahru plaza to home is:2 HOURS!!!!! freak... i waste 2 h of my life on bus today...... sianz...ororororororo......

Sunday, July 10, 2005

SICK

Im sick... sianz.... during this freaking aft noon shower... while working... ganna fever...FUCK SIA!!!!! how i going to go work to pay off the fucking $256!!!! lol... some more still got ct!!!! wtf!!!! dying... rotting away like siao... sianz...its like i cant concentrrate lar.... sleepy and drowsy.... with a freaking running nose.... liao.... i think shiptitties juz morph in to cattities.... lol....-_-.... tired .... any one know how 2 cure this kinda syndrom??? plz help... i dunno wanna fail ct....lol... bty.... i cant belive that i saw mrs tan at raffles city's food court... haha... funny sia... she wear so pink lar.... macham like pink panther...lol... then i saw her husban for the first time... skinny skinny and tall... lol... i wonder how he can take on mrs tan's crazy behivour?, beats me.... haha.... nothing more to say,,, dying down here.... grasping for air....

Friday, July 08, 2005

WOAH@!!!! wtf... halo bar rkws man... claz mates were singing like lamers sia... then its like some plays pool... damn nice.... really like all guys hang out... felt damn nice
seriously... i felt like 1 thing... i really aren't ready for relationship... aft 2day... i cant find my direction again.,... its like on the grand line where when ur out of the sea, u cant tell the direction of any where at al;l... dot...

Thursday, July 07, 2005

man, i got to say im damn bored.... cant even get my revision started.... now came early 2 study end up slacking all the way.... sioanz man... kick boxing is still going for me.... and i finally reliased.... i did cahnged.... i have turn more fiecer and more aggressive when im being snapped.... my coach was saying that i was finally showing some eyes that a kick boxer should have when im giving out my punches.... and that i finally caught up with the flow of the steps.... finally.... dotz... this means that i aren't serious in the previous sessions.... lol.... now damn tired.... for some reasons... juz feeling like taking a long nap.... lolz.... tired... and shag.... no $$ at all... some more still got receive the voucher... diao.... ill have 2 save this few weeks 2 pay up that first.... lol...haha.,..

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

plz read this guys.... plz...

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you. You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.

When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.

When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"

When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball. You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.

When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.


When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone. You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business.

"When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future. You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you.

"When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation. You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment. You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future. You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby. You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."

When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday. You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now.

"When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.If you love your mom, repost this bulletin. Don't take advantage of her


Plz, ppl... read this... i felt alot of things when i read this.... thx... plz give me anby feedback... thx...

wat to do... i really dunno/..

damn... ct is getting closer.... feel like dying soon...cant even concentrate at all... lolz.... tired man... cant take it any more... haha...seems like im good at controling my feelings after all... damn.... i think im getting a bit more and more bastard every day.... more and more violent every day... bored man...this is juz for laughters... no any mean assult to any one....
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NUS = not useful shit
NTU = not too useful
SMU = so many useless
ITE = idiot take education
Degree = toilet paper

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wtf..... really creative ppl... not like me... 2 logical till i like 2 square liao... sianz... ppl... plz make me control my self... thx... getting a bit more and more beserk every day...

Monday, July 04, 2005

s

i really is lost again... tok to her 2day... lol..... at lease now i am trying to supress my feelings.... then saw another her again.... while zy was toking bout beastery sex wif me at the atrium...lol.... lame rite???.... sianz... but 1 thing is for sure... me is now need 2 buck up... in my ibme quiz i only score 66... sianz... bloody hell.... will make sure i study hard now... dun wanna fail at all.... will try to make myself understand my stuff more.... sianz as usual... haha... my testi got error, but still 2 of my claz mates approve it... lol.... liao.... on last friday... me, brend and mt is being considered as the market ah soh... lol.... kpo wat... gossip ard the plaze... but nothing to tok at all... sianz... going slp soon...zzzzzzzz

Saturday, July 02, 2005

i dunno bout this...

something strike me.... [lp again],
it goes like this...
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memories consumed,
like opening the door
im taking me apart again....
u are the sound,
i've searching in my room,
like a message trying to start again...
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Friday, July 01, 2005

is letting go a wussy or kepping it an asshole??? dunno

its like... i dunmno wat to do liao....it seems like she like another guy... maybe... i dunnop... but im quite sure of that.... i have being thinking bout 1 thing... that im like trying to reach for the sky.... it sux... dunno... im lost... all the way... i really dunno wat to do... but i feel like is i should juz remain friendship wif her... not take too much things.... yes... juz be her frenz.... no more no less.... thats the best way nbow.... dunno wat to do... lost in the middle....