ok.... 2days the AGM of astro club... so was it the official requirtment of ppl for astro, of course, me,wil,brend,kk n mt was there...haha... we were insulting ppl's course name lar(lol, cant say wat it was...if not will get killed ;p)haha... then after that was a continues slide show of the 14th astro community ppl...im sitting down ther at lt 26, looking at the slide show, accompanied by the voices of recorded comments and best wishes for the ppl from the gp,thinking again....
am i able 2 receive such thing at the end of my np life??? wi,ll i get it now base on wat im doing now??? i dunno... i really think hard.... i dunno wat can i do to achieve that... i really wanna know... coz i dun wanna be like the others... at the back blend in to the enviroment, like as if it wasn't present at all.... i was thinking hard... while listening to the new intro of gsd,"wings of words", and one of the lyrics touched me,"i cant fly throught the sky, but ill give you my wings".
its like, so wat lar... its like scarifising myself 2 give u something u want... i wonder if i were doing that, i wonder if i give enough every day instead of taking in 2 much... i dunno.... and i wonder if i can find the person in which ill give up my wings to in my life.... i dunno... i need to find it again...