tired cycle of pain
well, not unusal for me 2 blog again at nite... lol... cant really say this well, but still, this is me, i always condtradict my self most of the time, i change my mind 2 fast and easily such that i was used b4 alot of times by ppl, and i really hate that... but no choice, thats life...
really pissed wif job recently, boss insisted that i work 8-4 instead of wat i wanted, 9-5... wtf... come on, 9 onwards is the busy breakfast hours, and 12-3 is the busy lunch hour, im working in the busy hour u know, yes, start work ar 9 is late, but, since breakfast hour is 7-11, so it should be ok, urg..
tired, i dunno how come im having muscle aches... unknow and i don really wanna care about it... i think, im gonna on my laptop later to dl chrono crusaders, my fren asked me 2 dl it...
really wanna make full use of the holis to work, and at the same time, i wanna go around visitsing my frenzs... but, wrong timing, they will b having their prelims or eoy exams... wtf... bad timing i guess... but serious bored, i dun have the kick to go visit my poly frenzs, coz i still dun know them well, come on, 4 mths, thats too short for me 2 make a real serious friend, i do have a few, but, i aren't sure and certain, come to think of it... i would rather wish im in mechinical engineering or EE or accounting, atlease i have friends there from my school... thatn being alone here in BME, i don even know if there are people that are serious about long term friendship, to me, friendship is something i look very heavy on, something that is part of my life, i dun respect those who say are friends, but in the dark backstab them, or those that sound so nice, and go ard make friend, but don really go to tok 2 the person or keep the friendship serious...
well, like wat pam said, i should treasure wat i have now, wat i have earned now is wat i should not take for granted... and those i cannot get even if i have tried my best, i should not harp on those too much, and i should not get upsad juz because of some cheap bastards who go around making such false . fake and shallow friendship, i should juz focus on wat my goals are, wat i wanted in life and those friends i have now,the experiences in poly, is juz a taste of how the real world is like, u meet hyprocripts and backstabbers every day, all the time, office politics and more underground fighting, and one mistake is enough for u to earn a carton box to pack up.
well, im still quite inexperience... but, all i can say is, i really hope this choice i make to come to np's BME is correct, if not, i can only say that im juz suay to end up here, gonna go silence in da next sems....
really pissed wif job recently, boss insisted that i work 8-4 instead of wat i wanted, 9-5... wtf... come on, 9 onwards is the busy breakfast hours, and 12-3 is the busy lunch hour, im working in the busy hour u know, yes, start work ar 9 is late, but, since breakfast hour is 7-11, so it should be ok, urg..
tired, i dunno how come im having muscle aches... unknow and i don really wanna care about it... i think, im gonna on my laptop later to dl chrono crusaders, my fren asked me 2 dl it...
really wanna make full use of the holis to work, and at the same time, i wanna go around visitsing my frenzs... but, wrong timing, they will b having their prelims or eoy exams... wtf... bad timing i guess... but serious bored, i dun have the kick to go visit my poly frenzs, coz i still dun know them well, come on, 4 mths, thats too short for me 2 make a real serious friend, i do have a few, but, i aren't sure and certain, come to think of it... i would rather wish im in mechinical engineering or EE or accounting, atlease i have friends there from my school... thatn being alone here in BME, i don even know if there are people that are serious about long term friendship, to me, friendship is something i look very heavy on, something that is part of my life, i dun respect those who say are friends, but in the dark backstab them, or those that sound so nice, and go ard make friend, but don really go to tok 2 the person or keep the friendship serious...
well, like wat pam said, i should treasure wat i have now, wat i have earned now is wat i should not take for granted... and those i cannot get even if i have tried my best, i should not harp on those too much, and i should not get upsad juz because of some cheap bastards who go around making such false . fake and shallow friendship, i should juz focus on wat my goals are, wat i wanted in life and those friends i have now,the experiences in poly, is juz a taste of how the real world is like, u meet hyprocripts and backstabbers every day, all the time, office politics and more underground fighting, and one mistake is enough for u to earn a carton box to pack up.
well, im still quite inexperience... but, all i can say is, i really hope this choice i make to come to np's BME is correct, if not, i can only say that im juz suay to end up here, gonna go silence in da next sems....
posted by X-=][BPS][=-X at 10:42 AM
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