Feeling empty
im feeling empty again... not only becoz of that incident, but oso about myself... this new hair cut i got for myself sux... i tink im gonna cut it back to G.I like wat i look like in the past and let it grow again... people say that cutting off ur hair is like putting down a burden... but now i felt so empty inside....
i kept thinking.,.. what gurantee my job holds for me in the futurte??? wat am i gonna become? a biomedical engineer??? i am not sure.... i have really regreated all my harsh words to u guys, from my classmates to 4e6 people oso... im really sorry now, i dint ps u guys for poly lifestyle, but more of like due to stress... now im sitting down here, in 2hr time im gonna start work... this kinda dijavou is getting worse and even worse.... tired out like crap and still having the whole of my complex number uncomplete... and i totally give up on maple... uninstalled it and maybe gonna uninstall cs as well... to keep my com more space.... feeling very sianz and bored... i dunno wat to do.... i read throught wei xin's blog, he oso offended someone b4 and i totally agree this, and maybe to brendan and milton and the whole lot of 4E6ians that i've hurt, its wat u guys wanna do oso.
"i think i shall let you hold the decision to forgive me or not. even thought you want to break off this friendship, i would never blame you,i have only myself to blame for.Breaking of the friendship means freedom from an inhumane personbut to me it would be a punishment.Until that day you want to forgive me, i will be waiting for you to talk to me, if you don't,that could only meanmy punishmentis met out."
i really regreat all the stupid mistake i made before, i should have juz shut up or juz control myself.... i dunno how many of you people will be reading this but i hop[e this message will go out to all of you whom i have offended before,
sorry, for such a mean bastard like me have hurt u guys before and make a fuss all around the whole place, if time were to rewind itself, ill sieze the chance to make it up to every single one of you....
i kept thinking.,.. what gurantee my job holds for me in the futurte??? wat am i gonna become? a biomedical engineer??? i am not sure.... i have really regreated all my harsh words to u guys, from my classmates to 4e6 people oso... im really sorry now, i dint ps u guys for poly lifestyle, but more of like due to stress... now im sitting down here, in 2hr time im gonna start work... this kinda dijavou is getting worse and even worse.... tired out like crap and still having the whole of my complex number uncomplete... and i totally give up on maple... uninstalled it and maybe gonna uninstall cs as well... to keep my com more space.... feeling very sianz and bored... i dunno wat to do.... i read throught wei xin's blog, he oso offended someone b4 and i totally agree this, and maybe to brendan and milton and the whole lot of 4E6ians that i've hurt, its wat u guys wanna do oso.
"i think i shall let you hold the decision to forgive me or not. even thought you want to break off this friendship, i would never blame you,i have only myself to blame for.Breaking of the friendship means freedom from an inhumane personbut to me it would be a punishment.Until that day you want to forgive me, i will be waiting for you to talk to me, if you don't,that could only meanmy punishmentis met out."
i really regreat all the stupid mistake i made before, i should have juz shut up or juz control myself.... i dunno how many of you people will be reading this but i hop[e this message will go out to all of you whom i have offended before,
sorry, for such a mean bastard like me have hurt u guys before and make a fuss all around the whole place, if time were to rewind itself, ill sieze the chance to make it up to every single one of you....
posted by X-=][BPS][=-X at 1:04 PM
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