ok... now it 6 days left...
and i really dun wish 2 slp on buses again... it happened 2 me twice liao lar..
was taking 154 as usual 2 sch
and then i dozed off at the bus stop at jss
lol...
i remember.... i woke up and saw the bus heading towards toa payoh...
i was thinking.."
why not i sleep to toa payoh?? and take another bus take..."
but... it wat 0834!!!!
wtf...
so end up tok a stupid bus 2 sch fr cjc.... and it has 2 be a pack full 151 wif no aircon...sianz...

end up reach at the break... liao... and worse, it has 2 be matrix which i dun even know how 2 do...wtf... and some of my class mates oso dunno how...sianz...

well, not a very bad day either
at lease i had some improvements on my physio...

then... worse case sinario happening...

slp till jp...lmao... then take another 154 again....
and this time.. i actually saw some one that look liked min yi...
it looked serious like her... but, the diff is she is wearing some other sch uniform...

that was when i thought of one thing....

i juz reliased that these one thing...

is a mocking to me.....

and best, i was listening to Utada Hikaru's "First love" when im writing this entry.... now the emotions are more heavy...

every time i tot of the class 4E6, guess wat.... she is the first person i ever tot of in class..... she left the most impression in me... till now i still cannot shake it off.... actually... that time at the busstop opp clarence ville, when i saw her again... i was actually having a tachy(fast) heart rate... i dunno why, and i was pespiring ... i know she saw me... ut i cant think of wat to do... i dun even hav the guts at all to go tok 2 her...and the other time when im going to limli's hse in da morning, when the bus is reaching the bus stop... i saw her already, similar... i dunno wat to do at all, so i pretend not 2 see her.... and last year... i saw her at bugis... i was wif pam n clarence that time./... but i avoided her...i run away totally.... i dunno y... i have seems to left the courage some where else now... i cant find it any more.... im so weak... im such a weakling.... and no i post this entry... i am afrid of myself that she will read this... adn laugh at me... coz i know she hates me.... i know that.....

"UPDATE": my blog is facing scrip prob.. sry for ppl using my blog as a waypoint... im gonna fix it soon...