Pain... is over taking me...

well, i dunno why im feeling all this kinda pain again... i have long time not felt it... wtf... i dun think its true, but i hope its not true, coz if its true, then im really a bastard...

i dunno... but the pain is kinda not subsiding... it feels like wat i felt in sec4...wtf...urg... cannot be distracted...really have 2 focus now first... cannot afford 2 fail...i dunno why, i juz dun wanna feel it this way... it will b better off now... than that... and i dun think wat im doing now can ease this pain....i wanna say it out, but i dun want ppl 2 know...

Update... my mom's making a fuss now...lol... gonna start sleeping soon... so tired... wtf... man, i really wish that i could be better in my results,lol... gotta be tired.... now juz wanna concentrate to ease the pain, maybe should follow chun hui's advice, dun think 2 much,go do something to occupy my time instead of thinking of nonsences...lol...