Wrecking the topic up again...lol
ok.its long since im gonna tok about this again but i think it should be time again.... im kinda tired thought but nvm... juz this last once im gonna rack up this topic so far god knows when ill do it again.....
lol
i increased weight... sianz.... in poly but no $$ and no fgure.... sianz man... im the only over weight in my claz le sianz man... feel really sianz... now trying to save money and cut down weight at the same time.... aft gotten my $$ fr work place gonna go back to np kick boxing.... coz no $$ recently.... cant accomplish anything without cash rite? ya....sianz... now it feels to me that im slacking over head liao... need to control... but i need some 1 to look aft me... sianz.... no one at home can don that at all.... my sis is actually now thinking of "changing "boyfriend... thi point makes me feel that she is a bloody slut.... me mom..... forget it.... my bro is nothing better... his in proverty as me.... sianz man.... my claz mates are all better than me... i wanna outshine ppl!!! i wan ppl to know that i am melvin, i am wat kind of person... but so far till now 3 wks liao still only afew ppl know me..... sux man.... bored.... relationship is crap la to me now... i have 1 principle about dating, which is "never make your women pay/treat/buy/borrow $$$"... yes... im those very DA NAN REN kinda ppl.... cant blame me... i grow up wif 2 women.... the influence cause me to be mrather indepent by myself.... not to relie on ppl untill it is necessery... lol....now damn bored too... moved hse, get laptop.... but feels like ppl whom i know are leaving me 1 by 1.... im slowly being pushed out of ppl's mind 1 by 1... sianz.... ppl don seem to cherish friendship too.... i cant understand ;people now a days.... its like get new frenz push away old frenz... atlease my uually click still haven forget me... but a few ppl have.... sad.... sianz... is this whats left aft being together for up till 4 yearsa???
i really donno.....
i wanna know.....
i wanna feel that kinda of feeling again.....
that long lost feel .......
that makes me feel like i really am living on this planet.....
lol
i increased weight... sianz.... in poly but no $$ and no fgure.... sianz man... im the only over weight in my claz le sianz man... feel really sianz... now trying to save money and cut down weight at the same time.... aft gotten my $$ fr work place gonna go back to np kick boxing.... coz no $$ recently.... cant accomplish anything without cash rite? ya....sianz... now it feels to me that im slacking over head liao... need to control... but i need some 1 to look aft me... sianz.... no one at home can don that at all.... my sis is actually now thinking of "changing "boyfriend... thi point makes me feel that she is a bloody slut.... me mom..... forget it.... my bro is nothing better... his in proverty as me.... sianz man.... my claz mates are all better than me... i wanna outshine ppl!!! i wan ppl to know that i am melvin, i am wat kind of person... but so far till now 3 wks liao still only afew ppl know me..... sux man.... bored.... relationship is crap la to me now... i have 1 principle about dating, which is "never make your women pay/treat/buy/borrow $$$"... yes... im those very DA NAN REN kinda ppl.... cant blame me... i grow up wif 2 women.... the influence cause me to be mrather indepent by myself.... not to relie on ppl untill it is necessery... lol....now damn bored too... moved hse, get laptop.... but feels like ppl whom i know are leaving me 1 by 1.... im slowly being pushed out of ppl's mind 1 by 1... sianz.... ppl don seem to cherish friendship too.... i cant understand ;people now a days.... its like get new frenz push away old frenz... atlease my uually click still haven forget me... but a few ppl have.... sad.... sianz... is this whats left aft being together for up till 4 yearsa???
i really donno.....
i wanna know.....
i wanna feel that kinda of feeling again.....
that long lost feel .......
that makes me feel like i really am living on this planet.....
posted by X-=][BPS][=-X at 8:39 AM
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