I MAKE IT!!!!!!(half way there...)

I MADE IT TO BIOMEDICAL ENGINEERING COURSE IN NP!!!!!this is finally a step closer to my dream........yes... im over my own moon now...haha...being lame but gab is v.sway.... haha he got in to bioelectronics in sp.... while me, rainer(mechatronics in np),clarence(some engineering course in np too) but his in sp ALONE!!!!!!!!!!! not to rub salt in to his wound, but it juz sad that he got in there.....but he went to appeal 2day la..... but.....CLSL went to appeal for MY course TOO!!!!!! OMFG!!!!! i would not want to see him in my class at all..... i would rather demote to nursing then be in the same course with........HIM!!!!!...god must have a sense of humour.... but it is too great on me... but its nice to find out that no one(so far la..) from our school is going to that course.... no one from 4/4 and 4/5(thats wat i think, but really, no one from 4/4 is going to bme)
then aft that no one fr my class as well... haah... that means ill be meeting all new faces there... maybe meet some one that will make me repeat my folly in sec 4 again...haha....but i hope not la.... now since im so close to my goal to being either a Coroner(i'm SERIOUS bout being a coroner) or a scientist, so im not gonna let my dream go away so easily juz by this kind of mistake..... ill not make it any more....plus come on... now that i hav a personal goal and being matured bout relationships crap, im not so easily distracted now.... all i ever wanted to is being wat i want to be, plus now actually i haven found out who i really am, wat i really one in life yet, and wat can i excell in my life... plus i haven built enough responsibility yet.... juz come on... i still cant wake my self up every day morning, i still cant make my self go against my lazyness yet... where can i find enough responsibility to take care of another person.... but hack.... now juz need to be back on track to concentrate...last... CAN ANY ONE HELP ME MODIFY MY BLOGSKIN??????? PLZ........ thx........