This is my lonely self...

ok... damn it... being jobless for 1 month plus, nothing to do at all but continue 2 bug ppl, go out and hope getting a job, plus wish that i get my approval 4 my laptop scheme from the stupid PPL from NP!!!!! ARG!!!! its may and none of my approval letters are reaching me at all.... assholes.....really bored, but lived my live as usual.... FULL METAL ALCHEMIST is finishing soon... sad sia.... its really kan nice.... espically now that the story finally reach its climax with the stone actually cre8ed in alphonise's body, it juz gets better..... bty... spaming the 128 mb of spaces in my mp3 now... haha.... 128 mb only... but actually can hold up 2 35 of my songs.... atlease it proves usefull after all its price.... BUT I HAVE NO MONEY!!!! NO INCOME + HEAVY SPENDING = NO MONEY!!!!! $$$ are flying away from me.... feel real sad..... sobz.... wallet damn light.... as if it can fly.... omg... and i felt damn lonely.... EVERY IS STARTING SCHOOL OR WORKING!!!!!! ONLY IM SLACKING AT HOME!!!!! URG URG URG!!!!!!!!! PISSED!!!!!!! i really wanna bang the walls of my hse down 2 ease the bordness... assholes..... bty... lonely 2... look there
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So far it seems to me that only 1 person actually read and TAG my blog..... nvm.... im not significant at all..... im juz the biggest unsignificant dust in this whole world........ wat should i do???? URG!!!!!!! Soon dyingby rotting 2 much... atlease half of my body's rotten away.... urg.....Oh, bty the new album of F.I.R RKWS!!!! some of the songs do rock, espically "yin shu zi di", "Qian Nian Ze Lian" and not to forget "Wu Xien" 2.... they atlease kept me alive for a period of time.... haha.... Really wondered wat to join in Np as CCA... Hmm.... tot of this few selection
1:archery
2:shooting
3:Dragonboat(recommanded by lots of ppl)
4:band(i mean jazz or strings, not synphonic or others...)
5:Donno....
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ya, thats all, but i really donno wat la.... but maybe dragon boat la.... it sounds nice plus i really want a cca that i can really take part in, heard from ppl that archery and shooting is like if u cant excell or ur juz normal, they'll juz treat u like a club member and ur statues stay the same..... i don want that... i wanna have a cca i CHOOSED that i WANT to EXCELL in...Not like it club.... don blame me, until now i still can say that i DID NOT choose there out of my own decision,IT IS MY MOM!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!! MY MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who put me in that unholy altar for scafrised!!!!! URG!!!!!! but still in a lost now looking for job... so until next time, which i don know when ill be updatting this, c yer all.....