Shouting out loud..
well, its being long time since update, so shall make use of the time now 2 keep track of events that happen in this life of mine, nt 2 say im dying soon, but more of like trying 2 make myself keep track of how im feeling off from the world that we are all at now....
well, marcus's bdae is kinda bored.... firstly, he wanted me 2 play tennis... lol, im never good in most sports... so i was kinda turn down... then, he dint really get anything up on the schedule of the event, so it makes it kinda boring.... lol....
nx, well, is the training camp i went 2 for 4d3n... lol... tired and oso a BIG BURDEN 2 MY WALLET!!!!!!!!lol, coz food is not included... so we even delivery of fast food for dinner coz the canteen is closed.... lol, then, we were staying in an aircorn room... so wat happened is its damn cold and some MOFO's.... turn the aircon 2 16 degrees... wtf!!!! its like so damn cold.......
but then its kinda nice, i get to know a few more ppl.... but still hard 2 click in to the big group... and i found out that theres something which is the leader.....coz i can tell u,they have a single leader... and the leader is prominent, so wat happened is that u cant chup in that easily coz they listen 2 their leader..... so i can say its kinda bad.... lol....
then, had alot of ppl playing dota at nite... haha.... kinda nice.... lol.... but then, i can say that that incedent strike me again.... well, glad that did not leave that much of an impression on me... but still, i really wanna juz say that, most gals are attached, so it kinda sux thought.... really, when u saw ur cup of tea, but its already being drank by another person, u cant do anything but juz to walk away... which is wat i do... lol... but i really hack liao, now i keep feeling that im not ready... i dun have wat it takes yet n oso, im tired.... i really have alot of things to tok, but the fact that ppl juz take it that im part of the surrounding, makes me feel sucky... and oso, it depressens me much, i cant do lots coz im those kind that requires ppl's attention 2 do stuff.... bad part of leo, coz the desire for attention is actually as high as 86 %!!!!! lol,thats really high.... i think i might screwed up a few things totally.... really....but i cant say much coz its really a joke... im juz getting worse... i hav 2 start changing, n oso, i wanna start getting my life back on the balance.... 2 bored...
well, marcus's bdae is kinda bored.... firstly, he wanted me 2 play tennis... lol, im never good in most sports... so i was kinda turn down... then, he dint really get anything up on the schedule of the event, so it makes it kinda boring.... lol....
nx, well, is the training camp i went 2 for 4d3n... lol... tired and oso a BIG BURDEN 2 MY WALLET!!!!!!!!lol, coz food is not included... so we even delivery of fast food for dinner coz the canteen is closed.... lol, then, we were staying in an aircorn room... so wat happened is its damn cold and some MOFO's.... turn the aircon 2 16 degrees... wtf!!!! its like so damn cold.......
but then its kinda nice, i get to know a few more ppl.... but still hard 2 click in to the big group... and i found out that theres something which is the leader.....coz i can tell u,they have a single leader... and the leader is prominent, so wat happened is that u cant chup in that easily coz they listen 2 their leader..... so i can say its kinda bad.... lol....
then, had alot of ppl playing dota at nite... haha.... kinda nice.... lol.... but then, i can say that that incedent strike me again.... well, glad that did not leave that much of an impression on me... but still, i really wanna juz say that, most gals are attached, so it kinda sux thought.... really, when u saw ur cup of tea, but its already being drank by another person, u cant do anything but juz to walk away... which is wat i do... lol... but i really hack liao, now i keep feeling that im not ready... i dun have wat it takes yet n oso, im tired.... i really have alot of things to tok, but the fact that ppl juz take it that im part of the surrounding, makes me feel sucky... and oso, it depressens me much, i cant do lots coz im those kind that requires ppl's attention 2 do stuff.... bad part of leo, coz the desire for attention is actually as high as 86 %!!!!! lol,thats really high.... i think i might screwed up a few things totally.... really....but i cant say much coz its really a joke... im juz getting worse... i hav 2 start changing, n oso, i wanna start getting my life back on the balance.... 2 bored...
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