once in a while...
ok, this is what i got home from work till 11.30, messing all my buses and train, thx josh for the cab fee...well, gotta say... work is fine this few days, getting lotsa ot and stuff, keeping me busy, juz wat i intended to do... coz i really wanna juz indulge in the tireness of working, to keep myself tired from thinking.... coz i had really enf of all the things going around my mine this few days...
have to say... even thought i've being working till so late this few days... when im on the bus, i cant even get a wink, max i only yawn... i cant go to sleep at all... i kept thinking... and having something picking in my heart so much that it starts to pain out now, seeing so many couples and so many ppl having relationship... guess thats wat that start to kill me out.... i think i can say that it started out when 1 of my close friend asked me how to recover a friendship wif a ger he liked, well in the first place, both of them started out fine... they do like each other, juz that none dare to expressed it out... then, some big ass mouth ppl spread rumoers of them and as all gers know, they hate rumoners of them, so she stayed away from him, and thats the problem...so what happened is that my friend got despread, his juz like me in sec 4, despread as theres only 3 mths left, b4 he really dun get to see her anymore...
so that really sux issint it???
im juz like him, the only dif is that im the one, not the other party that is in love, i liked her and guess most ppl know who im toking bout, but for that person's sake, i shall not say (like as if she did read my blog, bet she dun even know.)ok, althought i bad mouth her, i can say that this is the effect of calling the grape sour when you cant get them at all.listening to "with you" from hybrid theroy, have to say, liked this song ever when she start to rejected me...althought this song is more for friends, this song more or less describe wat i feel for her aft that, juz read this lyrics and know."Im traped in this memory, and im left in the wake of the mistake slow to react so even your so close to me your still so distance and i cant bring you back its true the way i feel was promised by ur face, the sound of your voice painted on my memories even if your not with me, im with you."so more or less, yes, this is wat i feel now, and i have to say, its correct that she rejected me, it give me time to see how foolish i am in nature and how childish at that time...serious note, i sux, come on, why would some ger fall in love wif a guy who lends her comics that took me the whole nite to wait for there to be stock and cant even hang out wif her, who cant suit to her liking and who cant give her what she wants?no gers will want such a guy, not to mention the way i look, the way i behave and the way i am in nature. im a total jack ass.
so all i can say now is that althought this might plague me sometimes further, im really not gonna care bout it, im too bored and bout keep thinking about this, ill rather concentrate my mind on creating a map on warcraft3 world editor, coz that really takes my mind away, well, gotta go now, i think no one reads my blog any more, haha.... wel to those loyal fans who read, thx for reading...
have to say... even thought i've being working till so late this few days... when im on the bus, i cant even get a wink, max i only yawn... i cant go to sleep at all... i kept thinking... and having something picking in my heart so much that it starts to pain out now, seeing so many couples and so many ppl having relationship... guess thats wat that start to kill me out.... i think i can say that it started out when 1 of my close friend asked me how to recover a friendship wif a ger he liked, well in the first place, both of them started out fine... they do like each other, juz that none dare to expressed it out... then, some big ass mouth ppl spread rumoers of them and as all gers know, they hate rumoners of them, so she stayed away from him, and thats the problem...so what happened is that my friend got despread, his juz like me in sec 4, despread as theres only 3 mths left, b4 he really dun get to see her anymore...
so that really sux issint it???
im juz like him, the only dif is that im the one, not the other party that is in love, i liked her and guess most ppl know who im toking bout, but for that person's sake, i shall not say (like as if she did read my blog, bet she dun even know.)ok, althought i bad mouth her, i can say that this is the effect of calling the grape sour when you cant get them at all.listening to "with you" from hybrid theroy, have to say, liked this song ever when she start to rejected me...althought this song is more for friends, this song more or less describe wat i feel for her aft that, juz read this lyrics and know."Im traped in this memory, and im left in the wake of the mistake slow to react so even your so close to me your still so distance and i cant bring you back its true the way i feel was promised by ur face, the sound of your voice painted on my memories even if your not with me, im with you."so more or less, yes, this is wat i feel now, and i have to say, its correct that she rejected me, it give me time to see how foolish i am in nature and how childish at that time...serious note, i sux, come on, why would some ger fall in love wif a guy who lends her comics that took me the whole nite to wait for there to be stock and cant even hang out wif her, who cant suit to her liking and who cant give her what she wants?no gers will want such a guy, not to mention the way i look, the way i behave and the way i am in nature. im a total jack ass.
so all i can say now is that althought this might plague me sometimes further, im really not gonna care bout it, im too bored and bout keep thinking about this, ill rather concentrate my mind on creating a map on warcraft3 world editor, coz that really takes my mind away, well, gotta go now, i think no one reads my blog any more, haha.... wel to those loyal fans who read, thx for reading...
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